A few days ago I sat down in the mid-afternoon to have coffee
with a recent acquaintance, G. I met G
at my friend J's house. G and J are old
friends, and G, who has lived in New York for the past ten years, has been
staying with J while he looks for work here in the Bay Area. G has been here looking for work for over six
months now. In that time he has interviewed
for over fifty positions, one of which encouraged powerful hopes as he had sixteen
interviews with that company. In the
end, they hired internally, and except for a couple of short-term contract
jobs, G has not been able to find work.
G is 49 years old.
As we sip coffee, and stir it, and sip a little more, we get
to talking about the current job market, the economy in general, and our
personal experiences in trying to find work.
What strikes me about G's story is that he has done everything
right. I look back at my own long slide
into poverty and see the errors of my ways:
bad relationships, procrastination, laziness, magical thinking, over-confidence,
and spendthrift habits. G, however, has
managed to support his wife and daughter as the family's sole breadwinner, to
save money, to buy a house in Warwick, New York, and to build a sizable
retirement nest-egg, all at the same time.
G graduated from college with a degree in design and went
into marketing. When computers first
entered the business arena, he immediately devoted himself to mastering the new
way of doing things, and he has stayed current with technology for over two
decades. At the height of his fortunes, during the period from 2005 to 2009, G
was Executive Creative Director for a digital marketing firm in Greenwich,
Connecticut.
At the beginning of this period, in December of 2004, G
suffered a massive heart attack.
Luckily, he did so in front of a cardiologist who saved his life. Luckily, too, he had just purchased a 20-year
life insurance policy which he has managed to keep in effect to this day. So even despite that huge piece of bad luck, G
had every reason to believe that he was managing his destiny responsibly. Although the heart attack in December might
have led him to worry about the fact that he had purchased his house just two
months earlier, in October, G did have unemployment insurance and health
coverage to see him through the six months that it took him to recover. Soon thereafter, the job in Greenwich came
through, and G was once again sailing along a rational, responsible, and
honorable course.
*
Not far from Greenwich and Warwick, and some 25 years
earlier, I began my first full year of teaching at Union College in
Schenectady, New York. In the first
term, I taught, among other things, a course in the foundational literary works
of Western Civilization. I vividly
remember teaching Sophocles's play "Oedipus", a work with which I
thought I had been familiar for a decade by then. But it was only then that I understood the
heroic virtue of Oedipus. Like everyone
else, I knew that he had saved the city of Thebes from the ravages of the
Sphinx and that he had ruled the city-state as a good king. But on that reading I realized how hard he had
struggled to be good.
Having heard as a young man a prophecy that he would kill
his father and marry his mother, he ran away from home, not knowing that the
father and mother he left were his adoptive parents. It is in sacrificing his home and family and
position in society in order to be a good man and avoid his terrible destiny
that he finds himself at a cross-roads killing a stranger with whom he has
quarreled and proceeding to save the city of Thebes and marry that stranger's
widow. It is in the very effort to
remain good that Oedipus sets out on the path that leads him to kill his father
and marry his mother. The tragedy of
Oedipus is that right action, undertaken for the best of motives, with true
moral integrity and a heroic heart, leads the best of all men to the most
horrible loss and suffering. As
Shakespeare's Gloucester says in "King Lear", "As flies to
wanton boys are we to the gods. They
kill us for their sport."
*
And so my friend had done everything right, and yet 2008
came along, and the financial system imploded, and the company in Greenwich
lost its major clients, and in 2009 G lost his job. Half of the men living in G's neighborhood in
Warwick lost their jobs too. So G knew
that it was not a matter of personal failure.
*
I heard Hillary Clinton say, after Bernie Sanders had
criticized a capitalist system in which the rich suffer no penalties for their
misdeeds and only grow richer while the majority of citizens descend deeper and
deeper into poverty, that she celebrates small business entrepreneurs, who have
created most of the new jobs in our country for the past few decades. This bit of proverbial nonsense is the
nostrum offered up by the quacks of both parties: it relieves the government and the society at
large of having any responsibility for the economic well-being of us
citizens. What la Clinton is saying is "Let the little people take care of
finding employment for one another."
*
A couple of years into his ordeal, G sank a good piece of
his savings into starting up a new marketing company. He developed an app which would allow those
who had food to sell that was near or at its "sell by" date to offer
it at hugely discounted prices to nearby buyers who could make use of it before
it spoiled. Realizing that much of this
food ended up, at the time, in the pantries of various charities and
non-profits that feed the poor, G built in an automatic donation of cash from
the sale of this food to those charities.
Despite great enthusiasm from all sectors that would potentially be
affected, the business failed to take off.
G did not have and could not get access to the capital necessary to
develop this business to a point where it could survive and succeed on its own
merits.
And so G went into debt for the first time in his life. He has had to draw down nearly all of his
retirement savings. He was able to
refinance his house, lowering his monthly payments by getting a new mortgage at
a lower rate, but the length of the mortgage was extended from thirty years to
forty years. As G pointed out, the banks
lose nothing. G has lost his savings,
his retirement, and, by the way, his marriage as well. He has not lost his house -- yet. But unless something changes soon, even that
will go.
*
Jamie Diamond remains at the head of J.P. Morgan/Chase and
continues to rake in hundreds of millions in "compensation"
annually. He has become big
buddy-buddies with President Obama. Alan
Greenspan, Henry Paulsen, Tim Geitner, and Ben Bernanke remain at large.
*
"Everybody
knows the fight is fixed:
The
poor stay poor, the rich get rich.
That's
how it goes.
And
everybody knows."
*
"What really gets to me," G says, "is having
to wake up in the morning and do another round of applications and interviews,
to smile and act enthusiastic and energetic about these prospects that remain
only prospects. Sixteen interviews -- sixteen interviews -- and they hire
someone else. Or they decide not to fill
the position. Or most often they don't
even tell you what they are doing. You go
to interviews -- I had one with the CFO of a company, supposed to be the final
green-light moment, and she seemed to really like me, we were scheduled for a
half-hour and she kept me there for over a full hour, and then you hear
nothing. These companies don't even have
the courtesy to let you know that they are not going to hire you.
"And if you are hired, they expect you to work for them
24/7 but there's no loyalty from them in return. I remember when I was just starting out and I
was working at a big corporation in New York, a global marketing firm, and at
one point they let all these senior people go.
I saw these guys who had given thirty years of their lives to this
company filling cardboard boxes with all the personal stuff from their desks
and crying. I saw that and right then I
knew that you couldn't trust any of them.
They'll throw you out like trash any time they want.
"But harder than that -- let me tell you a story. So my marriage has fallen apart, and I'm out
here dealing with all this stress, and I've already had a massive heart
attack. So I just don't know how long I
can take it. I can stay on J's floor on his
air mattress, or I can stay at my sister-in-law's apartment when she's out of
town, and J's a great guy but I need some more human contact than just that.
"So I go on a date with this woman, really beautiful
woman. I met her on Match. And she's going through a similar thing where
she and her husband are separated but they're still living in the same house
because real estate is so crazy out here.
And on her profile are pictures of the house which is really big and
beautiful, and she's wearing beautiful clothes that are obviously really
expensive, and she's driving a Lexus.
"And we had great conversation, really connected,
talked about all kinds of things, but, you know, I took her out for drinks at
this place in the Mission -- and she offered to pay but I'm old fashioned and
insisted on paying for us both -- and we had two drinks each and the bill was
$60. When it ended. she offered to give
me a ride home. I tried being evasive
but she insisted. So I had her drop me
at J's place and, you know, the front door is under the stairs to the flat
above, the original house.
"We got together again and had a good time, but I could
tell she was wondering about my situation.
She knows that I'm not currently working and she was asking about J's
place. She wanted to know if that was
the basement or something. I told her
that it was a ground-level flat, but still I could tell. And she knows that I don't have a car and I'm
staying with a friend. So at the end of
that date I said something about getting together during the week and she said
that she was busy.
"I said, 'I know, I know, I get it. Listen, you're a very attractive woman, and I
enjoyed our time together a lot . . .' and I said goodnight and I'll never see
her again. I've always supported my wife
and daughter, just a one- income family.
But people don't know that.
That's not what they see. And I
get so depressed and even suicidal . . . ."
G's eyes looked wet.
We were silent for some minutes.
I don't know what banalities I muttered then, to bring our conversation
to a close. I felt honored by his
honesty, by the trust in me it evidenced.
And I felt moved to share his story, or rather this ragged approximation
of it, with you here.
Listening to G, I felt my rage at the moral bankruptcy of
this America in which we live. I thought
of the hordes of young people who have no idea what is going on as they order
their Uber cars, condemning hundreds of thousands of good men all across this
country to fates like G's. I thought of
the politicians and the pundits who assert that the solution to such woes is to
provide educational opportunities so that the unemployed can learn new skills
and find work in the information economy.
All of which is not just bullshit but elephantshit. I can see in my mind's eye the lines of men
and women who enroll in and complete the re-training courses offered by county
services and non-profits filled with utterly false hopes and coming face to
face with those disappointments when they enter a job market where even those
with decades of experience and up-to-date knowledge, intricate expertise, in
technology cannot get work. I shudder to
think how, when they have been sold false dreams by callous civic leaders,
their inevitable disillusionment may break their spirits and even end their
lives.
And then I think too of those hordes of young people who
believe that they sit atop the world and that they have earned the tremendous
sums they are paid, who believe that the labor market that pays them so
handsomely is proof of their worth, and who believe that they will always be
worth -- and be paid -- what they are receiving now. I think of their disdain for unions and their
refusal to identify with their elders, like G.
He understood, all those years ago, that one day he might be cast aside
as were the men older than he who were clearing out their desks on that sad
morning in New York. I have doubts that
the present crop of (blissfully unaware) wage-slaves understand their position
at all. I suspect that they believe in
their cohort, the Millennials, as a highly aware, highly creative force that is
giving birth to a whole new world, the digital world, which will itself bear
fruit as a whole new way for human communities to flourish.
Their generation is likely to be brought up short by the
cruelty of America's deified market economy at an even earlier age than my
generation has been. Despite having
studied "Death of a Salesman" and "Grapes of Wrath" in
school, we failed to understand our own lives as re-enactments of those
stories. We thought that organized labor
was irrelevant to the shiny and brave new world that we were building. We thought that Apple was liberating us from
Big Brother when in fact Apple has developed even more effective means of
totalitarian control than any that Orwell imagined. In a culture that reveres youth and the new, the
wisdom of age goes unheard. The
generations repeat the same mistakes just as the generations of a dysfunctional
family repeat the same abuses endlessly.
And a dark corner of my heart is gladdened to imagine the
Millenials suffering when their companies and their technologies and their children
abandon them in turn. Such is the solace
of schadenfreude.