Epigraph

“People whom fate and their sin-mistakes have placed in a certain position, however false that position may be, form a view of life in general which makes their position seem good and admissible. . . . This surprises us when the persons concerned are thieves bragging about their dexterity, prostitutes vaunting their depravity, or murders boasting of their cruelty. But it surprises us only because the circle, the atmosphere, in which these people live, is limited, and chiefly because we are outside it. Can we not observe the same phenomenon when the rich boast of their wealth-robbery, when commanders of armies pride themselves on their victories-murder, and when those in high places vaunt their power-violence? That we do not see the perversion in the views of life held by these people, is only because the circle formed by them is larger and we ourselves belong to it.” (Resurrection, Leo Tolstoy, trans. Louise Maude)

New Readers:

Please start reading with my first post "A Cup of Coffee". Originally posted on March 19, the archival date changed when I made corrections on May 13, which is the date under which you can find it now.

I'll learn to manage this all more smoothly someday, but at present I have at most only an hour online each day (that thanks to the San Francisco Public Library system, without which I would be lost).

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Whose Neighborhood?



San Francisco is a city of neighborhoods.  The neighborhood in which I currently dwell is called “The Mission” or, sometimes, “the Mission District.”  I have heard it said that a year or two ago The New York Times called it “the hippest neighborhood in the country.”  No doubt that would have been around the time I happened to look through the front window of a taqueria I was passing and saw Quentin Tarantino eating chimichangas.  Or a few months later when I suddenly came upon Woody Allen – whom I had previously seen in person only on a street on the Upper West Side of Manhattan, then walking in the company of Mia Farrow – talking with a crew member while working on “Blue Jasmine.”

Much of the allure of the Mission is the complexity of its social fabric.  It has been home over the past century and a half to successive waves of immigrants, each bringing the cuisine, the music, the traditions, and the folk culture of its homeland.  One sees everywhere remnants of each epoch, like strata in the rock containing fossils of the forms that life has taken through the ages:  German, Irish, Italian, Mexican, and Central American influences can be seen in architecture, restaurants, street names, art (including the ubiquitous murals), and music that thrive in this neighborhood.

Such are the relics of the past.  Now, quite suddenly, a wholly new and entirely unexpected wave of immigrants has hit the shore and is flooding the streets and alleyways of the Mission.  Like every one of the past waves of immigrants, this one is viewed with suspicion, its manners and mores are decried as uncivil and disruptive, and its displacement – or replacement – of the previously existing social structure is giving rise to anger, resentment, and occasional violence.  Yet also like each previous wave, these immigrants see themselves as innocents who have happily discovered a new home that is to them so exciting and so inviting that they feel only pride and joy at taking up their residence here.

The new immigrants are – well, what shall I call them?  The first epithet that came to my mind earlier this afternoon was “privileged white kids,” but that is not at all accurate.  Yes, they are young, but their ethnic backgrounds are Asian, African, and Latin, as much as “white.”  Indeed, I would say that their tribe, as it were, is determined not by any shared biological traits but by shared biographical ones.  These are well-educated, highly paid, and adventurous people.  One of them rode in my cab a couple of weeks ago.  He was born in Nigeria, and after graduating from MIT had gone home to visit his family.  Now he had returned to the United States and come to San Francisco to make his career in internet enterprises.  He told me that San Francisco is for young people today what New York was for my generation when we were in our twenties and thirties:  this is the place to come if you want to make your mark on the world.

And within San Francisco, these young people gravitate to the Mission and, to a lesser extent, to the Tenderloin.

*

I walked through the Tenderloin tonight and saw – or, more accurately, felt – a disquieting change in the short nine months since I moved to the Mission.  The neighborly feeling of comradery, of sharing a relaxed and occasionally messy communal life, seems to have evaporated.  In its place is a loud, rough, and sharp-tongued hostility.  Last autumn I felt that people seeing me walk down the block would wonder where that crazy white boy was going and how he got so lost that he was walking through here.  I felt tonight that they were eyeing me as an enemy.  At the Lafayette Coffee Shop, where I ate my dinner, the usual crowd of regulars was augmented by a dozen or so young men of that new tribe I described above.  Usually the Lafayette is filled with a general conversation among the regulars who discuss sports and their neighbors, gossip and kid one another, and anyone so moved is free to add their two cents worth.  But last night that inclusive conversation was not to be heard, and the young men carried on one of their own.

When I left the restaurant, I passed three or four small groups, some of women and some of men, who were walking home from work and were chatting with one another oblivious to the long-time residents they passed along the way.  The old-timers sauntered along the sidewalk or stood in clusters along the blocks of Hyde from McAllister to Eddy.  I saw, though the young bourgeoisie did not, the looks and the posture, the attitudes, of the folks in the shadows through which the kids passed.  The friction between these two entities, the heat generated by their passing so closely to one another, a heat unnoticed by one party and inciting the other, intimated to me a future that I do not care to name.  Let us pray that the heat does not burn, that it does not burst into flame.

*

Let me return to the Mission, literally and figuratively, for it is this neighborhood that I make my subject tonight.  The neighborhood takes its name from the Spanish Mission, which still stands on Dolores Street near 16th Street.  A low, thick-walled adobe building, Mission San Francisco de Asis (La Mision de Nuestro Padre San Francisco de Asis) was founded June 29, 1776, five days before the Declaration of Independence was published, on land claimed by the Spaniards in the name of their King Phillip.  This land was, at the time, known as Chutchui to the Bay Miwok, the Coast Miwok, and the Patwin peoples who had considered the area to be their neighborhood for at least a thousand years before the Europeans registered their own title to it.

The common name for the Mission, Mission Dolores, comes from the name of the creek that flowed by it:  Arroyo de Nuestra Signora de los Dolores, or The Creek of Our Lady of the Sorrows.  It is here that Europeans first settled.  An historical marker at the intersection of Camp and Albion Streets records the basic facts.  (Camp Street takes its name from the fact that the Spanish made their camp on the site.)  That marker stands just a block and a half from the room in which I now write.  I have long wondered why the Spaniards chose such a name.  Was their journey to this spot so harrowing that they believed that they camped in Her quiet, grieving company?  Or was the spot itself so inhospitable (I have read that ferocious swarms of mosquitoes plagued anyone who was here in those days) that they felt themselves to be encamped among sorrows?  Had many of their party succumbed to sickness or even death here?  I have searched many sources, and I have found no answer.

Certainly for the Miwok and the Patwin, as well as the other tribes of Ohlones living in the bay region, the arrival of the whites, with their murderous warriors and their strange religion, not to mention their foreign diseases, meant unrelenting, disastrous, and ultimately genocidal sorrows.  I do not know what the Ohlone might have thought of the new immigrants in their neighborhood, but I have read many of the accounts written by the Europeans regarding the inhabitants of their “New World.”  The Europeans found the First Peoples to be indolent, unproductive, ignorant, and child-like.  They thought their own right to take the land and its resources for their own purposes was obvious in the fact that, as they saw it, the Ohlone had failed utterly to make any use of the bounty that surrounded them.

I have found this view of the prehistoric residents of San Francisco (and of the rest of Northern California) to have been held consistently into the early twentieth century.  The first prominent voice that I have found raised in defense of and respect for the Native Americans was that of Theodora Kroeber, the wife of the University of California anthropologist Alfred Kroeber.  Her book “Ishi in Two Worlds” tells the story of the last surviving Native Californian, a man who wandered into the white man’s world in the town of Oroville, almost dead with sickness and hunger, in 1911.  

Now, another hundred years later we are beginning to understand the wisdom of the people who lived within the nexus of the ecosystem of which they were part rather than seeing their habitat only as “wealth” to be extracted.  We Europeans have by now so altered that ecosystem that we may find that “making use” of all that wealth has cost us our lives.  If we survive, we may well lament the 200 years during which we looked down on the First Peoples as lazy, ignorant, and unproductive and judged them unworthy of the wealth that their land held.  That world view excused our wholesale appropriation of the land, and at its extreme that view justified slaughter.

Just short of that extreme this same language of judgment justified the oppression of Africans and African-Americans both during the period when slavery was practiced and on through the time after its abolition.  To this day the same terms are used to devalue the poor and to justify the refusal to help them.  The unemployed are called lazy.  The drug-addicted, the alcoholics, and the mentally ill are described as spoiled children who just want to play and have fun instead of being responsible and productive.  The judgments passed against these people are not drawn from any investigation or evidence:  they are the shadow side of Capitalism’s supposed virtues and of its attendant bourgeois morality, and they are indiscriminately thrown at anyone the ruling class wishes to push aside.

*

The language of the conquerors, first the Spanish and then the Americans, defined the vanquished and marginalized them as individuals.  In the Mission, as the nineteenth and twentieth centuries progressed, this language of oppression continued in force but in a sense reversed direction.  Now it was the immigrant who was viewed as lazy, ignorant, and child-like.  And each wave of immigrants, as it moved up the social hierarchy on the backs of a new wave of immigrants from a different land, adopted the same terms to denigrate the newcomers.  So Germans who had been judged in this way condemned the Irish who followed them in the same terms; the Irish then condemned the Italians; and so on to today when these terms are used to denounce the poor in general, since the taboo against racism keeps that part of the oppressor’s world view unspoken.

In December of last year, Greg Gopman, the CEO at the time of AngelHack, a Silicon Valley tech company, posted the following on his Facebook page:

“Just got back to SF. I've traveled around the world and I gotta say there is nothing more grotesque than walking down market st in San Francisco. Why the heart of our city has to be overrun by crazy, homeless, drug dealers, dropouts, and trash I have no clue. Each time I pass it my love affair with SF dies a little.

“The difference is in other cosmopolitan cities, the lower part of society keep to themselves. They sell small trinkets, beg coyly, stay quiet, and generally stay out of your way. They realize it's a privilege to be in the civilized part of town and view themselves as guests. And that's okay. 

“In downtown SF the degenerates gather like hyenas, spit, urinate, taunt you, sell drugs, get rowdy, they act like they own the center of the city. Like it's their place of leisure... In actuality it's the business district for one of the wealthiest cities in the USA. It a disgrace. I don't even feel safe walking down the sidewalk without planning out my walking path. 

“You can preach compassion, equality, and be the biggest lover in the world, but there is an area of town for degenerates and an area of town for the working class. There is nothing positive gained from having them so close to us. It's a burden and a liability having them so close to us. Believe me, if they added the smallest iota of value I'd consider thinking different, but the crazy toothless lady who kicks everyone that gets too close to her cardboard box hasn't made anyone's life better in a while.”

Again and again in the course of its history, San Francisco has been said to be in the throes of “another Gold Rush.”  The same thing is being said today.  But seldom does anyone examine the conflicts that arise when each wave of fortune hunters floods in.  We have had two kinds of immigration crisis in this city:  one kind is the influx of poor and displaced people fleeing disasters in their homelands and the other is the influx of middle and upper-class fortune hunters.  The two have at times alternated and at times come in tandem, as they do today, when hysteria about illegal border crossings is combined with the kind of rancor toward the existing lower-class population that I just quoted.

This afternoon, while walking first in the Mission and later in the Tenderloin, I saw and felt that the great tear ripping open in this city’s social fabric is not so much the result of the pressures of a growing population from Central and South America but is rather the result of the pressures exerted by the influx of a wealthy and privileged elite.  I do not doubt that the rich and powerful interlopers will win and drive the lower classes out of the two neighborhoods that have been, until recent months, affordable for them.  But with them will go the rich cultural mélange that has been the Mission’s charm.  They will find themselves conquerors of a barren field, rulers of an emptiness whose lack of interest and of cultural value will leave them wondering why they came here at all.

Thursday, September 11, 2014

KALW



If you read no more than this first sentence, go to http://kalw.org/ and click on “Listen Now.”

In late 2001, I listened anxiously to radio and television broadcasts, eager to hear someone articulate the thoughts swimming around in my head.  Like a full moon, the advent of war addles the brain of a nation, exciting its animal spirits, and at the end of 2001 not a word of dissent or argument against the brilliant rising orb of battle could be heard on any major news source, including PBS and NPR, both of which seem in ordinary times to be critical of the established consensus.  I was appalled by the American response to Al Qaeda’s attack: rather than dignify the killers by treating them as a political force, we should have branded them as common criminals, as mass murderers, and begun a global police action to bring them to trial.  By deciding instead to treat them as “enemy combatants”, we gave them legitimacy and in a sense created an enemy when we could have shown them to be nothing more than blood-thirsty thugs.

I was also appalled, and not only that but deeply ashamed, by the hypocrisy of the position America took.  The primary reason that the United States has never signed any international agreements to combat terrorism and has refused to join the World Court is that we ourselves are a terrorist state.  No definition of terrorism can be drafted that does not include activities in which the United States in involved every day.  Before we carry on about the evil of ending thousands of “innocent lives”, we should remember Hiroshima and Dresden, we should see in our minds the flash of light over Nagasaki and smell the Napalm as it settles on the jungle canopy in Laos and Viet Nam.

If we had hunted down bin-Laden and the rest to bring them before a court of law (rather than to murder them in cold blood), we would have restored the high moral ground that we staked out at the end of World War Two, when the United States had conquered the world and chose not to crucify its enemies, as Rome had done, but to establish a court of law in Nuremberg, to provide those enemies with defense counsel, and to try each on the merits of his or her case.  We sought not to eradicate those who had fought against us but to reconcile them to a place in a new world society ordered by laws.  

It can be argued that the first President Bush, the last president who had been part of the generation that fought World War Two, was also the last who believed in and lived under the laws of that social and political order.  That war was fought because Saddam Hussein had violated the sovereignty of Kuwait and had to be forced back within the boundaries of the Iraqi state as internationally defined.  It was no mistake that the first President Bush ended the war at that moment.  He should not, as his son believed, have continued into Iraq to eliminate Hussein because to do so would make us guilty of the same crime that he had committed.  

When his son decided on going to war in Afghanistan and later in Iraq, the fascist control of the public debate in this country shut out any who would argue against going to war.  Almost any, that is, because in Congress there was one voice raised in opposition.  Out of 535 members of congress, only the Representative from Oakland and Berkeley, California, Barbara Lee, cast a vote against war.  (Can you imagine the courage it took to stand alone at that moment, when the lycanthropic nation sat baying at the moon for raw, bloody meat?)  And it was at that time that I found at last one voice amongst all the broadcast media which had not fallen into goose-step with the march toward war:  That one voice was KALW, “your local radio station.”

This afternoon I awoke to a musical piece consisting of the voices of homeless women over 50, sampled and mixed with a female choir singing one woman’s statement “It’s hard to leave your stuff.”  I learned that what I was hearing is part of the soundtrack for a dance piece to be premiered tomorrow night on the wall of Hastings Law School in the Tenderloin.  The dancers will be suspended by harness and rope from the top of the 30-storey building and will dance in the air on the side of the building.  I saw the dance company perform a piece about Niagra Falls on the wall of the Renoir Hotel over a year ago, while homeless myself, and I will be at the premier tomorrow night.  I will also be at the reception preceding the performance to hear a discussion by homeless people, their advocates, and service providers, and to listen to a performance by a choir made up of people affected by homelessness.

The dance piece concerns the lives of older homeless women and is entitled “Multiple Marys and Invisible Jane.”

Thank you, KALW.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Sin City



I have of late been wrestling with the Noon Day Demon.  It’s not so much his strength that tires me as it is his wily moves, letting up from a terrifying hold, just enough to allow you some breath and the illusion of getting free, then twisting around and coming at you again from another and unexpected angle, making you ready – almost ready – to cry “Uncle” and throw in the towel.  I keep grappling with him though.  I demand that he tell me his name.  Can you imagine the power that would come from knowing his name, having him in command, invoking or dismissing him at will? 

One thing I know for sure: his name ain’t “Uncle”, and I keep pushing back.

 *

Why is it that people most enjoy the posts that I think are well-enough done but slight?  I have been a writer long enough to know that the ease with which they come, writing themselves effortlessly, is evidence of their virtue.  Being most directly the product of my muse and not of my over-wrought mind, these posts are most true.  But for me the posts on which I have worked hardest to carve the representation of my thoughts in the jelly-like stone of language are dearest.  I take pride (O! that deadly sin) in that which is born of my effort.

*

The day before the day before yesterday was Labor Day.  I had been thinking for the previous few weeks about the curse that the evil old God Yahweh piled on Adam and Eve after they had had the temerity to behave in the ways He had made them to behave.  He cursed Eve with pain in childbirth, which is called “labor.”  He cursed Adam with earning his bread by the sweat of his brow, which is called “labor.”

I mentioned this fact to a young couple who got into my cab at Pier 39 and asked me to drive them to their home in the Sunset.  We then found ourselves in a rapidly unfolding conversation about Labor Day, about the exploitation of the working person in this country these days, and ultimately about Henry George, “the Philosopher of San Francisco.”  As they were getting out of the cab, I also made a plug for this blog, something I do whenever I have a good conversation with passengers.  I hope some of them are reading this.

The young man teaches history at City College.  That fact gave me – gives me – hope.  He said that he give great prominence to Henry George.  Having discovered George entirely on my own in that little bookstore in New Hampshire, I doubted that anyone paid much attention to him these days.  Now I know that at least in this city, his work continues.

*

In “The Seven Deadly Sins,” the sin the heroine(s) experience in San Francisco is envy.  What do you suppose Brecht and Weill find in this town to envy?  The surrounding beauty of the land and sea?  The mild weather?  The riches of the earth in the local food?  The riches from under the earth in gold and silver?  The riches of a cosmopolitan mix of cultures from all over the globe that dates back to the first days of the city’s eruption out of the sand hills in the 1850s?

No.  In San Francisco one is envious

            Of those who pass their time at their ease and in comfort
            Those too proud to be bought
            Of those whose wrath is kindled by injustice
            Those who act upon their impulses happily
            Lovers true to their loved ones
            And those who take what they need without shame.*

Henry George could not, I believe, have found fault with a single line.

[For more on “The Seven Deadly Sins of the Petite Bourgeois”, Brecht and Weill’s final collaboration, which was originally produced as a “Sung Ballet” at the Paris Opera and choreographed by George Balanchine, see this Wikipedia article.]








Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Fun with Verbs



I asked myself, as I walked home from the bus stop at 4:30 this morning, whether I should write here that the streets are strewn with bodies or that the streets are littered with bodies.  Neither phrase is original, but then what interests me is teasing out the meanings in our common usage of words.  A poet might enlarge and develop the meaning of a word by using it in an original way, but I am a journalist.  I attempt to report what I see in everyday language.  What is Eliot's formulation?  Something about using words that are "precise but not pedantic." That's what I aim for.

I was struck by the question of which is the most suitable verb as I wondered how to describe what I saw when passing the Episcopal Church just around the corner from my hotel on my way home.   The west side of the church fronts on an alley, Caledonia Street.  Having seen a rat cross my path just before boarding the bus near work, and having heard a rustling movement in the leaves alongside the church a few nights ago, I was on the lookout for the varmints as I passed the church.  As I crossed the alley, I cast my eyes quickly down it and saw two bodies curled alongside the back of a restaurant, one covered by a blanket, the other, a woman I think, in jeans and a red sweatshirt, lying on her side in a fetal position, with her head resting on an arm folded underneath it.

I had seen someone else sleeping on the sidewalk less than a minute before, near the stop where I got off the bus.  I did not have to go looking to know that there were two more people sleeping at the far end of the same block as they do every night, in front of what used to be the “Val-16” market.  Working at night and therefore keeping “vampire hours” as I do, I see those who “lodge in public” in the various places where they rest every night.  They are more numerous in some neighborhoods than in others, but I have seen them in every neighborhood.

Crossing Caledonia Street, I knew that I had to write about them, and the two alternative phrasings came to mind at all at once.  The only way to decide was to ask what I actually saw.  The image that immediately appeared to my mind’s eye was that of a Giant, an inhuman creature something like the Sutro Tower, striding through the city, tossing crumpled-up lives like wads of paper, each of the people sleeping on the street being a discarded piece of human rubbish fallen among the buildings and coming to rest in random disorder all over town.

In twenty-first century American English, “litter” is more common than “strew”, and its meaning is usually that of garbage discarded in a public place.  Things strewn, on the other hand, are more likely to be beneficial, pleasant, or desirable.  Flowers, and especially rose petals, are "strewn" in the path of a bride or of a Royal personage.  Things that are littered, on the other hand, are always messy even if not without value.  The papers that litter my desk may be valuable, but they have been treated as if worthless.

To be honest, I have to say that the towering giant, which is us, has been treating the woman in jeans and a red sweatshirt -- and all of her peers -- as garbage.  A battlefield may be said to be strewn with the bodies of fallen soldiers because we honor the dead in such a place.  But the truth of what I saw on my way home this morning is that the sleeping forms on our streets are there because we, all of us, are willing to see them as garbage, not as flowers of humanity.

Our streets are littered with bodies.